A LETTER TO the People that ALWAYS leave


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Girls, Guys, Friends, or Lovers... doesn't matter who they are they always leave, people always leave and they never come back.
 
Dear To the People that always leaves,
Why? I have so many WHY questions
like why did you even bother letting me get close to you when you were just going to push me away
why did you make promises if you were just going to break them in the end..
Why did you use me than throw me away me like white trash?
why were you there and gone the next day? forever?
why you did you leave without s goodbye?
why didn't you ever text me, write to me, or even call me?
I once was somebody that you cared for, liked, loved
I once was somebody to you
than one day I became nothing to you
How could you do this to me? how could you?
Don't you know im Human? I have feelings, emotions and a heart?
why did you treat me this way? what did I ever do to you to deserve this? 
Have you forgotten the laughs, the fun times, the happiness, even the tears and all the memories we shared ? 
you know what? I really really hate you 
because your fake, a user, a liar and most of all your just a big a**h*le!!!
Not only did you break me, hurt me but you forever scarred me.
And now my wounded scars will never heal.
because OF YOU I AM AFRAID TO LET anyone IN NOW, AND I AM AFRAID TO GET CLOSE TO PEOPLE
I'm afraid to let others hold my hands because I get a feeling THAT they will just let it go just like you did
Because of you I am afraid
Did you forget about me? DID YOU FORGET I EVEN EXISTED? I was even alive?
you did forget, I guess you've Forgotten...
I all ever wanted was for you to stayed, and come back, I didn't want you to leave, I never wanted for you to go. In the end, you left anyway, you left me, abandoned me, deserted me just like her, just like him, just like them, just like every other person that left me. YOUR JUST LIKE THEM!!!!
and I hate you for that! you KNOW WHATS WORSE IM HERE STUCK IN THE PAST AND HERE STILL THINKING ABOUT YOU and your just living your life so freely without me in your memory. Here I am, the one that's crying, suffering and hurting and here you are happy living life and moving on and with no care in the world that I ever even existed in your world.
I wish I have never met you, I Wish have never known you.. I wish I never said Hello to you..i should have just stopped at ."Hello, Im Cheyenne..."if only I had stopped at hello, than it would have saved me from the biggest mistake, biggest pain and biggest heartache of all. I hate you , I really do. YOU DID THIS TO ME, THIS IS YOUR FAULT! I wish I could take it all back, if only I could!!
 
PEAPLE ALWAYS LEAVE, AND THEY FORGET ABOUT YOU
PEOPLE ALWASY LEAVE, AND THEY NEVER COME BACK
 
 
 
 
 

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